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Once a week, every Thursday, is my appointment with my therapist. Since the end of 2020, I decided to go to therapy as a way to deal with my deteriorating mental health. This is one of the most important decisions I have made as an adult. This journey to recover, is probably one of the hardest journeys I have to go through, even though this therapy has only been going on for a few months. Tiredness, frustration, and the desire to quit haunted me throughout this journey. But, I should be able to use this opportunity to recover as well as possible.
"The life of a person who goes up and down, is uncertain" is another meaning of "Yang Rebah Bangun, Karena Terinjak". Summarizes the many things that have happened during my nearly eleven years as a self-taught artist. The collection of visual works here are stories of how I see the path of my journey as an artist who has never been on a flat and straight path. It is boring to hear about someone's struggles when they become an artist, such as the love and heartbreak pop songs that are repeated over and over again. This is also a question for myself, until when to make works that are always about self-internalization? How about a work in the form of social commentary? Does the work I create have a place and function for society? Or is it just an artist's creative masturbation? These questions are part of my work journey. Intertwined with the inability to identify self-image, low self-esteem, to the urge to commit suicide. An extreme ride like a roller coaster.
Hari Keempat di Tiap Minggu - “4th Day of Every Week”
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Hari Keempat di Tiap Minggu - “4th Day of Every Week”
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|’Hari Keempat di Tiap Minggu’| |Jpeg| |2021| |3189 x 4961 px|
Once a week, every Thursday, is my appointment with my therapist. Since the end of 2020, I decided to go to therapy as a way to deal with my deteriorating mental health. This is one of the most important decisions I have made as an adult. This journey to recover, is probably one of the hardest journeys I have to go through, even though this therapy has only been going on for a few months. Tiredness, frustration, and the desire to quit haunted me throughout this journey. But, I should be able to use this opportunity to recover as well as possible.
"The life of a person who goes up and down, is uncertain" is another meaning of "Yang Rebah Bangun, Karena Terinjak". Summarizes the many things that have happened during my nearly eleven years as a self-taught artist. The collection of visual works here are stories of how I see the path of my journey as an artist who has never been on a flat and straight path. It is boring to hear about someone's struggles when they become an artist, such as the love and heartbreak pop songs that are repeated over and over again. This is also a question for myself, until when to make works that are always about self-internalization? How about a work in the form of social commentary? Does the work I create have a place and function for society? Or is it just an artist's creative masturbation? These questions are part of my work journey. Intertwined with the inability to identify self-image, low self-esteem, to the urge to commit suicide. An extreme ride like a roller coaster.