Because once some asshole told her how crazy she was, it was stuck in her head for ages. No, wait - not only one but many. The whole herd, large groups, lots of them. In fact, she’s believed most of the people around her considered her to be an outcast. Since started to learn how to talk and interact with the others in the early age, she’s always been a different one. Many often said to her: you aren’t normal. And she believed. Apart from all that, she’s continued. She lived the life the way she wanted, despite being pointed out by hands, and despite feeling bad from times to times. She thought it was bad to be the way she was, but couldn’t stop even if she wanted. She grew up though, matured, started analysing facts. What was wrong with her? Or were they all wrong? And they failed, she thought. She saw it. She realised. She was proud.