Seeking absolution makes me wonder how it feels to be forgiven, it makes me crave the feeling of relief, relief from having to carry all this guilt.

Looking into myself, finding that energy only my inner eye can see, i search for the energy of courage to seek forgiveness from the wronged.

Written, is my possible future of how events would turn out, faced with thousands of endless possiblities of the coming future, possiblities so many, feels like stars scattered all over the universe.

Unnerved by this, i find the courage to see through these possibilities, organising them till i find the one to set me free from this chain of guilt..

After forgiveness comes absolution, but how can one be forgiven without facing the wronged.

I seek absolution for my guilt but weighs even more than i thought, facing the wrong head on is the only way to make that weight light.

Finally finding my answers, i come out of the dark and head into the light and relieve myself from the weight of this guilt.