xylol toner prints, mixed media

why can't i go outside? i've been watching anime, drinking light beer, and masturbating for what feels like days. why can't i get up, why am i so comfortable parked in front of this screen? they might put me on r/neckbeardnests if i'm not careful. maybe i should shower; meh, for who? maybe i should call someone, ive been gone for days, i wonder if they're worried. i wonder what they think of me, this me.

i wonder how she's been. thinking, grass on my skin would cure me, a nice cool breeze blowing through my hair softly. but why cant i get up

why am i most comfortable in front of this screen.