His emotions were often subject to others' judgments. They spoke of him experiencing things too intensely. His erratic and inconsistent nature pushed him away from people in social settings. Yet, his talents cursed him to remain connected to them. He felt trapped between these extremes. He was aware that the flawed adult world and its systems disrupted his balance. He had to merely cope with it. He forced a smile, looking into the eyes of those who falsely smiled at him. He knew and managed. He no longer feared to love. He had grown accustomed to living amidst ruins.

Doctors are eager to list the abnormal things in his brain, but he's already aware. He's just living, experiencing more than everyone else