What is perhaps the most difficult facet of my life story to grasp is the fault of my parents in their choices. The sins of the father and mother. The failings of their haphazard parenting. I contest that no child was born to suffer and that all suffering before the age of reason is the fault of parenting. In the sequentially next chapter of my Causa Sui Project I aim to fight the demons of the mind and climb the absurdists contention of an implacable mountain and hopefully arrive at light. Will I ever not suffer? No? But can I arrive at a place of reconciliation with the forces that have guaranteed my suffering? Yes! Let the next chapter begin.