This piece is painted on the canvas on which my piece titled “NFT is not for ART” was created, which gives added meaning and historical information! Also, there is a knife strike hole in the middle of the canvas that has been sealed with art primer.

I marked each day with a single stick using a black marker like they do in prison cells. I also wrote down all my thoughts, worries and self-exploration in the form of words:

What the fuck am I doing wrong? Do people like the art or the feeling of pity? It makes me stronger! Bloody art will change everything I'm making a difference and that's what counts! Last kick, plz! I'm tired of the hard life Just a little bit more... What's all this for? It'll pass soon Without food, you're nothing in this world I'm a genius, and if I'm not, I'll take my own life And it's painful I'm really insignificant Or I'm the worst son or I'm a great artist You don't think I deserve food? It's time to break through! It's about time...