I was in an empty room, he gave me only a mattress, I lay on it on the floor without counting the time. All my memories were blurred in my head, I couldn’t remember the details and their sequence. Different moments of my life popped up in my head. I realized the aimlessness of everything. It was impossible to continue living like this. He blamed me for everything that happened. At that moment, a year had already passed since I lost our children. The doctors said it was a random accident, it happens. Since then, he has almost never left the Synskeriaverse. When he came out into reality, each of his awakenings ended in our scandal. At that moment, lying on the mattress, I decided that I don’t want to return to Synskeria and couldn’t live next to him. Before leaving, I looked at his fat, mutilated body, his VR system covered his face, I think I won't even be able to remember what he looked like anymore. The most important thing to me - find the meaning of this life and continue to live on