I love water, ocean, sea.

Sometimes I wonder what it feels like to be in the deepest part of it. But I think I will just find things I threw away from long time ago. The ones I never tell anyone. The ones I want to convince myself that I forgot them all.

They told me to float instead of being drowned underwater because, grasping the light on top of the sea will feel good. That, the light from the sky can heal anyone and the sun will provide me warmth.

Perhaps if I float, I can pretend my deepest part of the sea was only a dream.