When I was a child, I didn't have many friends. My mother often forbade me to go out and play with my friends. For her, it is better for me to use my time for ‘useful’ things, studying, of course.

Sitting alone, reading school textbooks is what I do every day. Am I bored? absolutely, and it seems I can’t get rid of the habit.

As I grew up, I actually enjoyed being alone more. Go to a cafe or restaurant by myself, sit in the corner so no one notices. Only one thing has changed, I don't read textbooks anymore, but I am reading a real life lessons.