At night I am tormented by obsessive and evil thoughts. They come instantly, as soon as I am alone with myself. Nothing can pull me out of this pool. He's so stringy, and inside I'm pierced by pain like an electric discharge. These thoughts embrace me every night and make me fall inside the bed, inside myself and disappear in a sense of fear for myself and my life...

The feeling of anxiety is the problem of every second. We close our eyes and stay with ourselves. For many, this is a huge torment. I have always been clean in front of myself and my conscience, I have always admitted my mistakes to myself and reproached for every wrong step. After all, my life should be sterile, clean and beautiful, so that I don't regret it after.

But... over time, I realized that without these feelings and anxiety, I would not have become strong and who I am. To be alone with yourself, you will understand yourself 100 percent.