When I grow up, I want to be.

A piece about reconnecting with my childhood self. When I looked at my old picture when I was young, I felt sorry for myself.As grew up, I seemed to lose the ability to dream and to set my personal goals in life. A reflection about what has happened to me in recent years where I planned to end everything in my own hands. I want to forgive myself,I want to remind myself to keep moving forward and aim to create a better version of myself. I experienced different failures in life and learned that, Life is endless discovery and self-discovery.

For dedMan, this is a piece about him trying to revive his dead artistic self. After years of not committing to his passion, he felt that he killed that version of himself and instead focused on other things in his life. Now, he is trying to revive that artistic passion for it was his dream when he was a kid. His name will always remind him that even tho his passion may seem to be dying, it is still there within him.