When the destination is known the boatmen becomes more interesting. Discovering a new shore gives me the feeling of a new beginning. The chaotic nature of my work allows me to rediscover myself through my works, ask question to myself repeatedly. The uncertainty makes me thrive to find a new shore every time. I challenge myself to make something which I haven't seen earlier. If i can surprise myself, I certainly can surprise the viewer . In life we can interpret uncertainty in many ways . The thoughts keep wondering from one point to another. i was questioning myself what she must be thinking "When I don’t see you, I don’t sigh, don’t weep, I don’t lose my mind, when I do see you, Yet when I don’t see you for a long time, I do miss something, I demand to see somebody" This work is done in oil pastels. The size of the work is 54.6 MB. The dimensions are 8913x 11975 pixels.