I think as a kid I was brainwashed to think that I have to be romantically attracted to someone. everyone in my class had their boyfriends and girlfriends, so as a kid I thought it was mandatory to have someone in mind to admire, I was always crushing on girls that are out of my league so rejection wasn't anything new to me, the real problem though was girls that didn't reject me, and I got into relationships that neither I nor they were probably ready for. thus none of those really stayed for a long time, but having a crush on someone I think is better than being in relationships it is actually a really great feeling, this series shows those crushes I had in the past, and how colourful it was inside my head.