"Is the threat that scares me so much real?", "Am I really in danger?", "Could I be that bad if my worst fears are confirmed?", "Is this all true or am I imagining things?"

Fear paralyzes you, keeps you from enjoying life. You can't get rid of it completely, but you can learn to control it. Embrace your fear, it will point you in the direction of growth and help you understand who you are.