"He who makes a beast of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man." - Samuel Johnson

You can't survive the trenches with a conscious. "I HATE BEING ALIVE" deals with abandoning ones humanity in order to rearrange their hierarchy of needs, escaping existential dramas & allowing one to "descend" into the realm of beast & thieves. Thoughts like "Why am I here? Why didn't i get the job? My life sucks!" are replaced with "EAT!"

Shot + Directed by Cole Bennett. Presented by Lyrical Lemonade.