Why? what? how? so many questions, yet very few answers, as the mind spins its intricate web over my confidence, leaving me high and dry, gasping for breath and keeping me wide awake.

Trying not to lose myself, my mind keeps thinking about the if’s and the probabilities, without a care about the present.

And in the end, it was all a little too much to take, as the fear of the unknown surround me from all sides, and darkness creeping its way up slowly and steadily, the nightmares loom larger and bigger, blurring everything else before I collapsed into a restless sleep.