People think it's easy to be an artist, but you wouldn't understand, that it's so hard making what you love and seeing no success in it, that you start doubting yourself, your skill, your process, your social media skills, marketing everything you start doubting everything you built, and even when you get a chance to stand out and things get quiet you feel like was your fault and you failed.
Being an artist is much more than making art and just throwing it on social media waiting for your spotlight, the real artists who want to make this for real, probably run an rl job and come home with the time left of the day to do more art, to be present, we struggle and get upset. Sometimes I wish people could see my effort/others' efforts, behind a canvas there will be so much of than the actual art. Art has different meanings because of that, it truly depends on your mood and emotions, it will connect to it way differently or not even connect with it at all.