I just got busy and couldn't remember all of those things, you know? I didn't ignore it on purpose. Well, maybe a little - but we've moved and changed utilities and things so much - how do other people keep track of all this?

How do people manage their life and not constantly feel they're forgetting something? I can feel all these little forgotten things and embarrassments washing over me like a never ending stream of small failures and irresponsibilities. God, the stream never stops either.

How do people check this little box every day and read all the pieces of paper that come in it?

I mean so much of it is people trying to sell me something or trick me or it's a mistake and the mail is for someone else or it's something I don't want to read or ... o god, the mail.