It brings me closer to myself  When I see me in the mess, I try to understand  I try to apprehend It is on only me, I am the harshest I seek serenity, yet end up creating chaos Why I behave with me like a boss. I expect, I deny I keep moving, Sometimes not knowing why. It brings me closer to myself, When I sit back and think, Of all the things I've achieved Still feeling like a failure I always grieved Why with us we all forget, All the goods over the bad Why are we harshest on ourselves. They say, "do not look back and just run" I agree if you don't want any fun. Stop for once And see the beautiful journey you had, It could be a motivation you want to add. See yourself through your own eyes, Hopefully you could then answer all the Whys.