God is a gentleman. He won’t come into your presence until you've allowed him to do so. There are times when I feel his presence like the aura of a good friend of mine. Then I’m aware of him in every act of generosity and beauty I witness. I like these times. I feel in harmony, balanced and grounded. Then there are times where I can’t see him at all. Mostly it’s the case when I have "more important“ things in my mind. Sooner or later I realize that he’s missing. He has given me the space I needed. That’s the time when I got the desire to meet him again. Therefore I have to search him.