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𓁆𓁆𓁆 **Artifact:** "Past Lives" V2 dem0
**Date Created:** August 2018
**Producer:** Enton
**Location:** The SOCAN Offices in Culver City, LA
**Paying rent in:** Toronto
**Muse:** Christina
**Manager:** Stephane
**Close Friends + Influences:** Brandon, Uche, Vada, Shiva
**Transition:** Pre-Social or Medical Transition
**Equipment:** Audio recorded in the "Sound Lounge" studio, curtesy of Native Instruments. I made this cover art today using DALL-E AI + Canva. I want to shout out TJ Agbo for his inspo art piece "Connected" which served as the original input to DALL-E.
**Supporting Artifacts:** The bts footage from this video [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ivZ4cT0Q4S0] was actually taken while making this track, Past Lives. The song in the video, Fine Diamonds, was also made around this time, at this same spot, with Enton.
**Notes:** Enton the producer is a super spiritual dude, so I'm not surprised this song came out as it did! We were probably having hella deep talks that day :3 I LOVE this song, however the genre is not what I want to be known for, so I doubt this will ever be released anywhere else.
𓁆𓁆𓁆 **Lyrics:** VERSE 1 Let me worship your art Let me love your past lives Channel my heart Through your space and time *[Yes I am a Reiki Master; certified healing hands lol]* Enter your Earth, swim in nature's hot springs *[I have only ever been with a couple women; making love to a woman is a very unique experience.]* My worshipping hands loving where we're from *[It is very different from being with a man...Topping a woman, I felt a greater sense of responsibility to nurture and care for her energy and experience, as opposed to bottoming for a guy]* Tracing your ribbon, orange light *[I am clairvoyant as well, meaning I can see energy remotely, and this line describes what I saw as I made love to Christina]* Never can tell how it will spiral Til I let it flow into this reflection of us, each other Thank you for your flower I'm learning how to be soft with you Soft with myself CHORUS So I worship your art, Let me love your Past Lives *[I could feel myself reaching into her Infinite Soul as I reached into her body]* Enter your cave, not afraid of dark Enter your Earth, swim in nature's hot springs Worshipping hands loving where we're from *[Reaching back into space and time, to the genesis of Creation]* VERSE 2 You are the portal of all creation *[The cervix is literally a portal to the realm of pre-Life]* You are the gateway to the Gods *[Offering pleasure here is a very sacred experience that I don't take lightly sooo]* Praying in pussy, praying in power Manifestation pleasureful Let me hold you close dear and Let me heal you with the bliss that I can bring *[Channeling Light to this place inside her body, allowing her to surrender to pleasure as she receives this quality of Energy...it was intense and powerful. She wept.]* Let go, everything you'll be CHORUS So I worship your art, Let me love your past lives Enter your cave, not afraid of dark Enter your Earth, swim in nature's hot springs Worshipping hands loving where we're from x2 𓁆𓁆𓁆 **Final Notes:** I have never fallen in love with a woman, but I've had crushes and been attracted to them since I was like 12. After a few dates, I always just want to go back to being friends with them. For me, making love to Christina was more about expressing my devotion to the Divine, rather than to her as someone whom I wanted to be in a relationship with. Because of the confusion and hurt this dynamic can cause, I rarely hook up with girls or femmes, even if there is a spark. I wonder if Christina will be the last woman I'll ever have slept with. She was with me the moment I realized that my spirit was non-binary, on Nov. 11th of 2018. She has played a very important part in my journey, and though we're no longer in touch, I will honour her role in my life forever <3 And finally, I just think it's so fitting that I'm dropping this song here, in Pisces szn, as Christina is a Pisces too. Sending you blessings always, Chris. Thank you for everything.

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