As we escape into the prison of our selves with the need to isolate from life, our ability to focus on our selves, our ideas, and our thoughts develops. On the one hand, the effects of others that cause this need are troubling. Despite this, all these effects turn into an advantage in the form of staying creative by pushing the person to loneliness. Yet, good and bad are mixed here, as they often do. Life isn't just where we get hurt and try to escape it. It is one of the areas we feed on. Likewise, if it weren't for the moments when I touched life, I would probably have gone crazy in my loneliness. I think it's a balance and cycle. So I have to get away from the idea that solitude is peaceful. Solitudes are just our resting places where we heal ourselves in order to maintain the communications that we let Others often have to injure us. Because although life and others are challenging, it is full of many things to be fed that we cannot find in our loneliness.

I am writing this as a note to myself, as I am one of those people who get the illusion that loneliness is peace. And these are the things that come to my mind during this period while thinking about this work of mine.

I like to think and write about my pieces. But it's definitely more satisfying to rethink about my pieces and discover new things. So if you look at my pieces and discover new things, please share with me. Finally I don't think you should allow what I write to change how my piece makes you feel.