Humans' mind always tries to find a balance between what brings joy vs what is suitable and safe for their health. This is an actual hard decision for sure. In the way you make a regular decision to this issue , you might lose many of secure thoughts , you might let many of virginities gone , you might disagree to many loyalties to your beliefs. Imagine some signed patterns growing on your body skin that shows the tension of the pain you received in those battles with the inner you!

Here is my acrylic painting pattern try of this matter om paper. Physical drawing and scanning tip.

Respect . pschainhox