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5/8/2022

1095 days
156 weeks
36 months 3 years

who’s counting anymore?

everyday for 3 years i wake up and know two things: i’m closer to dying and you’re already dead.

it’s been 3 years since i’ve consciously felt alive. like really living a life: “a-live.”

it’s been three years since the man who brought me into this world left by his own decision and i barely believe i've aged a day since.

just inched closer to dying.

that’s grief: a dusty veil, a pestering cloud, a lost will, a broken clock.

time slows down when you’re grieving. but it moves too fast when you’re living. some moments, smiles, long kisses, hugs, glasses of wine — make me wish i could stop time.

stop time. all i’ve wanted for three years was to go back in time or speed it up, so i thought, literally anything but stop.

i didn’t think it would be possible to find my way back to a life worth living; to waking up so in love, life and time are precious again.

three years is a long time, but tomorrow it will be longer; but longer after that, and longer still.

so tomorrow i will wake up and know only two things: i’m closer to dying and you’re already dead.

it suddenly feels wrong to consciously deny feeling alive. like really living a life: being “a-live.”

i don't love or miss you any less, but more through the will enough for both of us to try.

27 times: the heartcode collection image

this collection of nfts were airdropped to collectors of my genesis NFT collection, 27 times, as part of the heartcode.

the heartcode is a protocol designed to humanize the blockchain.

the genesis tokens are bound by transfer restrictions and incentivized by airdrops. collectors are permitted to sell or transfer their tokens only on the 27 dates titling each poem. on those same days, holders are airdropped a new piece of original artwork.

27 times: the heartcode features collaborations from artists including: freedoom denzuul

コントラクトのアドレス0x4461...6698
トークン ID5
トークン標準ERC-1155
チェーンEthereum
クリエイター収益
10%

05.08 | the heartcode

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31 アイテム
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296 閲覧回数
  • 単価
    米ドル単価
    数量
    有効期限
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5/8/2022

1095 days
156 weeks
36 months 3 years

who’s counting anymore?

everyday for 3 years i wake up and know two things: i’m closer to dying and you’re already dead.

it’s been 3 years since i’ve consciously felt alive. like really living a life: “a-live.”

it’s been three years since the man who brought me into this world left by his own decision and i barely believe i've aged a day since.

just inched closer to dying.

that’s grief: a dusty veil, a pestering cloud, a lost will, a broken clock.

time slows down when you’re grieving. but it moves too fast when you’re living. some moments, smiles, long kisses, hugs, glasses of wine — make me wish i could stop time.

stop time. all i’ve wanted for three years was to go back in time or speed it up, so i thought, literally anything but stop.

i didn’t think it would be possible to find my way back to a life worth living; to waking up so in love, life and time are precious again.

three years is a long time, but tomorrow it will be longer; but longer after that, and longer still.

so tomorrow i will wake up and know only two things: i’m closer to dying and you’re already dead.

it suddenly feels wrong to consciously deny feeling alive. like really living a life: being “a-live.”

i don't love or miss you any less, but more through the will enough for both of us to try.

27 times: the heartcode collection image

this collection of nfts were airdropped to collectors of my genesis NFT collection, 27 times, as part of the heartcode.

the heartcode is a protocol designed to humanize the blockchain.

the genesis tokens are bound by transfer restrictions and incentivized by airdrops. collectors are permitted to sell or transfer their tokens only on the 27 dates titling each poem. on those same days, holders are airdropped a new piece of original artwork.

27 times: the heartcode features collaborations from artists including: freedoom denzuul

コントラクトのアドレス0x4461...6698
トークン ID5
トークン標準ERC-1155
チェーンEthereum
クリエイター収益
10%
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