Hello.. Today was not an easy day, my monologues with you started in the mirror.. Yeah, you know, every time I feel lonely, I just look up.. sometimes the sun cheers me up.. sometimes it’s the clear sky.. but most of the time, it’s the thought and feeling of you being present.. I am truly blessed.. to have known you.. You taught me so much more than those who are still around.. Honestly, I don’t really know where you went.. but I know you are watching over me.. Maybe sometimes you get mad at me.. Because I am not taking care of myself the way you would want to.. Sometimes, I’m not making the same mistake, because it reminds me of you.. but you told me to be true to myself.. Sometimes, I fight with you in my thoughts.. I blame you.. then everything just goes away.. and a freezing cold breeze wakes me up from a dream like dejavú.. I know.. I feel it, you are watching over me.. Im not sure if it’s a blessing or a curse, that you are now my angel.. for no matter what I pray for, You always know what’s the best for me.. I miss you.. You will always be part of my existence. I will forever love you.. Thank you and the Universe.. For all that I have, and don’t….

6200 x 6200 px 600 DPI Ani Mkhitaryan, 2022