oh dear. i dont need your closure.. for it was already close..

i was writing this.. not because im still longing for you or i still love u please dont ever think about that,,, cause im not.. really... im not...

i admit that it was rough moving on... i even question myself, and everything for what happened to us.. all those questions has been shattered like glasses in the floor,, i tried picking it up for i deserve an answer..
but it the end.. it just leave me bleeding and hurt..

and then i realize,, it was not the answer that i deserve...
what i deserve is to be happy.. what i deserve is the reality...
i dont want to fill myself with answers that will just hurt me,, so i seek for acceptance...
acceptance that i've been a victim of all your bulls*t. acceptance for the fact that it is all done, fact that you made a choice to hurt me,
acceptance for the fact that ive been hurt,,
acceptance for the fact that it was over...

i accept you as i accept all the hurts you gave me for me, closure is not for 2 person... i dont need to find a closure from you cause you'll just give me a continuation for all this shitty things actually i can give closure to myself.. actuallt i already did.. accepting the facts is enough to close this all

right now i can surely face you.. without any feelings.. i dont hate you, nor i dont love you.. i can give you casual talk. we can laugh it all out but dont expect me to feel anything from you.. cause i dont.. youre just now a stranger for me...

if you want closure,, please dont contact me... for mine is already close...

beside im not the one who started it all... im not the one who open this things you needed to close...