I am really admire botanic especially flowers thus I usually spend my owntime strolling in park enjoy flowers. Some occasions I go to the flower market in my city to get some imported flowers which I could not see in my city park. Another way I can enjoy flower is following botanist on instragram so I can get to know more flowers in different countries.However, during the pandemic and bad politic in my country have been effecting me in many ways and allow my routine and liftstyle completly changed . There were many times I woke up feeling hopeless ,lost and loss of feeling to draw. I decided that it Enough! I have to fight back. I hate sensing those feeling and I want to shake out bad energy .To make my day meaningful I am trying to cheer up myself by starting to draw again trying to draw everyday. Hopefully all of you enjoy my flower in vase collection as much as I do.