I felt a deep and heavy pain in my heart and I couldn't help myself with anything to cheer myself up. The thing was, it wasn't just me who was suffering from the sorrow of the people living in my motherland. When I face the truth that as a human , I cannot do anything to help my people be happy again, or make my country a true heaven, where all the children could be happy without any traumas, I felt sorry for children who are being born. I didn't choose to be born but I don't want another child to feel the same way. The spirit of mother earth is mourning for a cursed embryo that rolls and dances in her womb. She dances, but not happily.