i thought i had control over my career. i thought my agents, clients, & overall industry had my back... we were working together. or so i thought. as time went by, i realized they had full control/ownership over everything in my life: how much food i ate, how much i weighed, how much money i made, & where i sat in the pecking order of things. they could give me the world or take it away with a snap of their fingers... i felt suffocated like i couldn't breathe... not knowing what could/would happen next. so i left...