This piece was part of the biggest and most ambitious project that I've ever done in my 17-year long career as a digital artist (up until now, mid of february 2021). I recorded and documented everything of the 3-month long creation process into a 1.5-hour long video tutorial that took me almost 10 months to complete. This piece is probably the most important documentation of my teeth grinding, artistic struggle to this day and demanded everything of me. After this, I couldn't create anything for over a year and was severely burned out. Spending so much time on a single image and the recording of its creation process, publishing it felt like being in trance and I couldn't focus on anything else for a few weeks.