I'll see you tomorrow.

Inspired by the talented @jacobshedevrs, creator of I'M AN ARTIST.

Context: The phrase "I'll see you tomorrow" was the last thing I said to my grandmother(dad's side) before her passing. I did get to see her the next day, but she didn't see me as she had passed in her sleep. This artwork was created in memory of those that I've lost that meant a lot to me and provided a way for me to exist. My dad's mom, my mom's mom and dad, my own dad, and lastly the memory of my former self before transitioning. I have many regrets in my life but none will ever top not being "able" to say goodbye to my own father or my grandma(mom's side) I thought my grandma hated me because of the transition and I just stayed away to not incite any negativity to it.
During my father's passing I was recovering from vocal surgery and could only whisper barely a word a day. If he was mentally there in his body he only saw me as a cold and cruel bitch as his life force was slipping away. That was never the intention, I just wanted to be there for you. I love you dad and I miss you a lot even though you were never really there in my life (physically) till the end of yours was drawing out. You did help me out a lot monetarily through my life paying for bills but in the end the money means little to not having the memories of you. I think of you daily and still find myself crying over you.