looking in the rear-view mirror of my life... the struggles, the triumphs, victories & losses. i also realized throughout these experiences it was never about the money or fame for me... i was seeking happiness. in life, there are no clear cut paths to contentment. for me there was no "eureka!" moment... there is no treasure map to follow in life. instead, i had to embrace/appreciate the journey... not hope for it upon arrival at the destination... manifest your own destiny