The irresistible pursuit of bliss and gain killed what remains of love. In the course of destroying one’s own emotional life, it has led to losing oneself in a need to gain power through violence. The lack of love leads to a loss of meaning. The subordination of all values and the uncritical pursuit of matter for oneself. The subordination of all values and the uncritical pursuit of matter for oneself. On the other hand, loneliness that does not allow you to forget about the past and shows the lack of prospects for the future. Being suspended in a vacuum, by choice, consequences of wrong decisions and impulses that he himself does not understand.