My painting came into being from anticipating fears and illustrating the reaction fixed in the gilded epithet in Russian when I was diagnosed with anxiety disorder. Anyone familiar with this state can associate with red eyes of different sizes and mingling fragile position of the rainbow-consciousness in the hands of an unstable snake. The same feeling when you strive to create beauty, touching the world gently and deeply with your soul keeping your mind from falling into the abyss. The originality and exclusivity of my work every attentive viewer will find through finding an unintended oversight in the image. Once I did I laughed bitterly with no effort to fix the detail. After all, it is only symbolic how trifles can perpetuate human anxiety. High-resolution animation of original painting "This is me trying to deal with anxiety", acrylic on canvas, leaf 30x40cm. year 2020. Scan and animation 30 sec .mp4 format 73.2 MB NFT guarantees the receipt of the original physical work signed by the artist Polina Shelest. The work can be delivered within the time frame agreed with the artist. No transfer of commercial rights. All rights belong to the artist.